Tonight!!!

Good morning...*try to smile*

"aahhh emmm eee nothing to say actually"

I MISS HIM...urghhh....

That's all..next :)

Malam nie ade dinner untk meraikan para Graduan KUIM...tmpat sue blaja...I feel to lazy to go...I just not ready to see certain people there...it is not i still have a grudge with them sue just can't that feeling it's part of me and I can't change it took long time to move on....to forget everything it is impossible thing I can do....

When I see their face I feel that they laughing at me...laugh just like there win and I lose...I can see in their eyes all the lies I will forgive them but not now it really need time gonna be such a long time...I really tired pretend to be happy and be strong take care all their felt..but they even think about...it' hurting...make me cry for them who doesn't appriciate me...

One day they we feel everything that I been through and hopefully they will strong whatever happen...

Harap malam ini akan berjalan dengan lancar permudahkan semua Ya Allah...:)

Happy or unhappy!

Assalammualaikum semua...:)

Mix feeling again??? Oh Lord...I don't know why..emm
I just feel there is a kind of thing clearly make me happy but the same way felt unhappy...
I do think so much lately..tired with everything...but I keep in faith on You..(Allah)

The mostly when I have to get through this...
All I want is someone who will always there for me...to wipe my tears,makes me happy laughing with me and be with me when I need to talk...that's all..:(

My day for the week..Alhamdulilah

Assalammualaikum semua:-)

Alhamdulilah it's good to be back here...I miss all thing and him...but nevermind everything going well here and there .;-)

My day this week run softly just like I planned Alhamdulilah Allah permudahkan semua...hari ahad lepas me and mom take a ticket going back to hometown... she accompany me for my interview at Kulim Malaysia Berhad..done with it #just waiting for the result 2 weeks more..

Then Tuesday we back to our home at Malacca at least I run away for a while after he go for further he study there...hopefully u fine there..I will always here for u when u want everything...walaupun awk tak tahu..huhu :-) doa saya sntiase ade untk awk..hehe... #I just wrote don't think to make he feel burden...he is my friend my good friend Inshaallah time will make it and Allah know the best one for us...huhu#

Going back to hometown ape pun boleh jdi especially jln2 hehe biaselah skali skale jmpe grndma huhu...* I miss her a lot...#skrg sue da pham ckap jawa eh...n me also barely can talk a little hehehe

Alhamdulilah lepas interview uh dpt pnggilan untk cikgu tadika..offer job...Alhamdulilah rezeki tapi sue tetap tnggu keputusan interview company tue jgk...-it's not I'm be greedy but I just wanna choose the better one..:-)

Biler dpt offer uh..ase mcm kiter comel jgk ajak bdk2 comel hehehe...#pemilik blog yg suke perasankan that Is me..hehe

Mama pesan everything happen have a reason it might be a good things for us...mama ckp mcm uh sbb sue sedih sgt *cryhard* biler tahu x dpt smbung blajar kat sinie...give up da...urghhhh Allah je tahu mcm mne sue boleh act smiling in front everyone lpas dpt tahu...:(((((( #I'm gonna be strong back
maybe x de rezeki lagi...mne tahu kan further study kat tmpat lain..huhuhu
 
Whenever happen I'm happy with my life ..thanks to Him (Allah) always be with me..make me strong there is a long journey for me to go...hehehe I'm gonna be smile everyday and make peoples wonder why I can be like nothing happen in my life..:-)

P\S: Bulan 2 tahun depan pergi China...Inshaallah-bru dpt tahu-

Have a lovely day peoples...spread love whenever you are...:-)))

Have blessed from Him (Allah) always Inshaallah

"Sue tnggalkan gmbar buku yg sue bru habis bce buku dari #Diana Amir...everyone should read this book...there is a lot of motivation and lesson.."

Nobody say it was easy

Hola peoples...it is long time not seen everyone here..:-)
Nothing much happen but everything be so fast and good right now I guess:-( emm...life is so much harder than I thought it don't..I'm try hard to make it easy...but just like peoples say it's not easy as we see...
There is still something lose I just don't know if I should fight for it or not...there is sometimes it's look worth it to fight back..the other time it just look nothing just useless~~
Hoping it's gonna be fine soon...
Fight if the thing make your smile...because yourself have right to be happy..life it just not about pleasant peoples..but it's more about appreciate yourself...hold on to Allah, He know the best for us...
That is what I do..hold on to Him..maybe the right time will be the most happy time..:-)
Maybe the words nobody say it was easy gonna make us say it in the other way...everything is easy just try harder and trust Him..:-)
Inshaallah Allah know the right plan for us..Amin

Keep strong and Happy..:)

Motivation..:)

121123 김태우 (Kim Tae Woo) - High High (신사의 품격 A Gentleman's Dignity OST)

huhu...bye bye you...!!~~..:) i'm move on so do you.....:)^^<3

Tudung and Me..haha...

heyy...peoples!!!!

Tdi bru lpas tngok tutorial hijab #DenaBahrin hehe..tngok tutorial uh sempena nak raye nie..hak2 -nak melawalah katakan..- tapi yg bgus tutorialnya teach us how to cover our chest as a muslimah..that's why we can called it cantik dan menjaga..:) x salah nak bergaya as long as we know the limit..emm bile tngok dena pkai mcm snng..but when sue try to wear it that kind of stail..little bit weird hak2

It's okay because have a time to practice..huhu }muke confident{ ngee..mnelah thukan rye nie nak pkai shawl..haha (perasan)

Ade dlam seminggu or 2 mggu lagy kan nak ayer...smpatlah kot nak study gaya tdung mcm mne...huihui

Actually sue agy prepared tdung bwal to wear ..it makes me more comfortable than shawl..sue x pndai sgt nak pkai shawl sbb mcm leceh je..nnty gerak sne grak snie..haha.. :biler prkare spt itu trjdi boleh mndtgkan kmarahan..pade sue yg pnas baran nie : kuikui
Agypun sue confident biler pkai tdung Bawal..hehe agy sesuai ikot muke bulat nie..O_O haha

Tapi biler tngok owg lain pkai mcm chntek je..alah lagy pun owg yg pkai memg chntekkan..;) sue x de lah chantek sgt..hehe tapi chomel ade..hakhak #puji diri sndiri beb!!!
Yelah blog kiter ..kiter lah puji diri sndiri tak akan owg lain plak...

Tdung sue da beli da yg baru ade lah 2+3 pasng mcm uh..haha..beli tdung semua bawal..so can't wait to wear it...then can match up with the stail...hehe..

Btw..ayer kali nie seonok sbb semua cousin pmpuan ade yg kecik,besar n yg da kwen pun blek kmpg JB so nak pkai tdung amai2 meriah..hehe

#thanksToDenaBahrin for her tutorial..I hope soon I will try it...

*berita yg trgempar sgt kat whtsapp bru thu dri ech...ckap pasal skndal sue..ahh weird btul ech nie..haha x kuaseh nak mlayan gosip yg x patut nie.haha...

Bler da update skali msty nak update agy haha...kat snie sue boleh tulis ape sue ase,sue lihat..so you can defined it as sue love to write very much..haha...

Before I'm enclosed my update ...haahahha #SUHAILA guna perkataan enclosed sesuke aty tau tak itu untk letter hehe... kalo miss tahu marah dia..hancur BI hehe OMGUccI hehe

Sue nak tnjuk 1 dri 2+3 tdung yg sue beli..amik gmbar stu tdung nie je ah..."pndai tak anak en.Samsi nie..hehe

Whatever happen...can't wait for hari raya..:)
Semoga semua seronok bce entry sue okay..:)

                  Selamat Bersahur.....

             May Allah Bless Us Always..:)