Tonight!!!

Good morning...*try to smile*

"aahhh emmm eee nothing to say actually"

I MISS HIM...urghhh....

That's all..next :)

Malam nie ade dinner untk meraikan para Graduan KUIM...tmpat sue blaja...I feel to lazy to go...I just not ready to see certain people there...it is not i still have a grudge with them sue just can't that feeling it's part of me and I can't change it took long time to move on....to forget everything it is impossible thing I can do....

When I see their face I feel that they laughing at me...laugh just like there win and I lose...I can see in their eyes all the lies I will forgive them but not now it really need time gonna be such a long time...I really tired pretend to be happy and be strong take care all their felt..but they even think about...it' hurting...make me cry for them who doesn't appriciate me...

One day they we feel everything that I been through and hopefully they will strong whatever happen...

Harap malam ini akan berjalan dengan lancar permudahkan semua Ya Allah...:)

Happy or unhappy!

Assalammualaikum semua...:)

Mix feeling again??? Oh Lord...I don't know why..emm
I just feel there is a kind of thing clearly make me happy but the same way felt unhappy...
I do think so much lately..tired with everything...but I keep in faith on You..(Allah)

The mostly when I have to get through this...
All I want is someone who will always there for me...to wipe my tears,makes me happy laughing with me and be with me when I need to talk...that's all..:(

My day for the week..Alhamdulilah

Assalammualaikum semua:-)

Alhamdulilah it's good to be back here...I miss all thing and him...but nevermind everything going well here and there .;-)

My day this week run softly just like I planned Alhamdulilah Allah permudahkan semua...hari ahad lepas me and mom take a ticket going back to hometown... she accompany me for my interview at Kulim Malaysia Berhad..done with it #just waiting for the result 2 weeks more..

Then Tuesday we back to our home at Malacca at least I run away for a while after he go for further he study there...hopefully u fine there..I will always here for u when u want everything...walaupun awk tak tahu..huhu :-) doa saya sntiase ade untk awk..hehe... #I just wrote don't think to make he feel burden...he is my friend my good friend Inshaallah time will make it and Allah know the best one for us...huhu#

Going back to hometown ape pun boleh jdi especially jln2 hehe biaselah skali skale jmpe grndma huhu...* I miss her a lot...#skrg sue da pham ckap jawa eh...n me also barely can talk a little hehehe

Alhamdulilah lepas interview uh dpt pnggilan untk cikgu tadika..offer job...Alhamdulilah rezeki tapi sue tetap tnggu keputusan interview company tue jgk...-it's not I'm be greedy but I just wanna choose the better one..:-)

Biler dpt offer uh..ase mcm kiter comel jgk ajak bdk2 comel hehehe...#pemilik blog yg suke perasankan that Is me..hehe

Mama pesan everything happen have a reason it might be a good things for us...mama ckp mcm uh sbb sue sedih sgt *cryhard* biler tahu x dpt smbung blajar kat sinie...give up da...urghhhh Allah je tahu mcm mne sue boleh act smiling in front everyone lpas dpt tahu...:(((((( #I'm gonna be strong back
maybe x de rezeki lagi...mne tahu kan further study kat tmpat lain..huhuhu
 
Whenever happen I'm happy with my life ..thanks to Him (Allah) always be with me..make me strong there is a long journey for me to go...hehehe I'm gonna be smile everyday and make peoples wonder why I can be like nothing happen in my life..:-)

P\S: Bulan 2 tahun depan pergi China...Inshaallah-bru dpt tahu-

Have a lovely day peoples...spread love whenever you are...:-)))

Have blessed from Him (Allah) always Inshaallah

"Sue tnggalkan gmbar buku yg sue bru habis bce buku dari #Diana Amir...everyone should read this book...there is a lot of motivation and lesson.."